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"I don't know which is scarier - To feel something or feel absolutely nothing."


Some days,
I feel everything at once.
Other days,
I feel nothing at all.
And I don't know what's worst:
Drowning beneath the waves
Or dying from the thirst.
By: (o.m)
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These feelings cling on to me like shadows, never leaving, always following. It is like a snap to the brain, suddenly feeling nothing at all after feeling so much before.

I don't know which is scarier. Those feelings or myself.

When I feel so much, I tend to share my feelings. And when I feel nothing, I'll get bored, utterly bored of the feelings and the people whom I wanted to share my feelings with.

I don't know which is scarier. People or myself. Or getting bored.

I fear.

From feeling so much to feeling nothing. From being compassionate to being heartless.

I don't know which is scarier. Heartless or myself. Or both.

I'm such a contradicting and confusing human being.

Unchangeable and Unstoppable.

I guess I just have to live with these feelings.

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xoxo, YH.

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