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Monsters in my head



"We stopped checking for the monsters under our bed, when we realized they were in our head."


It is scary how my sleeping habits seems to change, slowly.

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When I was younger, I fear the monsters under my bed. I would always wrap myself from head to toe with my thick blanket. Even though I felt slight suffocation with beads of perspiration rolling off my skin, I would still hold tightly to the softness of my shield. Yet, I slept so well and peacefully with comfort.

As I got older, I don't fear the monsters under my bed anymore. But, I fear the monsters in my head. The monsters will keep me in a long bus ride with my thoughts. Sometimes I need to constantly battle with my thoughts. Sometimes I won, sometimes I lost. I lost my comfort zone, I couldn't fall asleep peacefully anymore.


It is scary.
How I've too much on my mind and all those thoughts will reflect in my slumber.

It is scary.
How I keep dreaming about you.

It is scary.
How I got pathetically betrayed by my comfort zone.

It is scary.
How I couldn't fall asleep like I used to.

It is scary.
How scary I've become.

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xoxo, YH.

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